it’s been awhile since i’ve felt like writing. seems like everything rushed by and i had no time to reflect back. well it’s time to sit down and think.
i wish i could watch my life in a movie. i feel so close to situations that i don’t see what is really going on. more often than not i am always acting with my heart instead of my head. i’m not sure if that is something you can get better at.
i like wearing my heart on my sleeve. what you see is what you get. i’ve learned some people don’t like that. they want a part of you, but that’s not how i operate. it’s all or nothing baby. now my next obstacle is giving all the wonderful people in my life all the attention and love they deserve. taking certain things or people for granted is something i try to never do- but it happens. i’m no where near perfect.
i am getting better at realizing who those people in life are that will always be there. they always show up. they always have your back. keep those people close. tell them as often as you can that you love them.
you know who you are, i love you.
love, loving you.