life is uncertain. nothing is promised. it’s terrifying.
i have attempted to lead my life making the choices i feel are right. weighing options- yet following my heart. but sometimes i find myself so far down a path and realize this path is ending.
lately i have been fighting this balance. i don’t regret choices i’ve made because i will always focus on something amazing as a result. friendships, knowledge, a new outlook
but it gets so damn frustrating when you think you had it right- but its wrong.
sometimes i wish i was back in grade school- where you woke up and put on the same uniform everyday. life was easy.
growing up sucks sometimes.
changing your path is scary. the light you saw at the end of tunnel goes dark. it’s time to start a new journey. i know at some point (hopefully in the next hour haha) the fear subsides and the optimism flows in. knowing i have the unconditional love of my support system gives me the extra push to make tough choices. take risks. hope for reward.
so here’s to hoping there is a sign. or a new path presents itself.
love, here goes nothing xxo